soooooooo, i went to the doctor's today at Holy Cross Hospital
&& i was nervous & freakin' tired beyond believe.
But anyhow, i went to the doc's with my m♥mmy & J♥ey.
We went there They made us wait for a little bit. The nurse called me in && she had me pee in a cup... which is alawys.. kinda.. weird.. 'cuz i know im not use to peeing ina cup.idk... Then, she tooke me to her room, she asked me all this questions like: " when was my last period? If, i smoked & how long i've been smoking? Drink alcohol? do drugs? Any transmitted deasseases? ( yeah, i can't spell, sorry >.> Ever been dreprssed? What about y oru arms? Do you feel depressed?"
Then she proceed to do the Teborculousis (?) test on my arm.. it hurt for alil bit but, i like needles so, it was chilled. I was hard core for a second 'cuz my arm was bleeding. NO, i didn't get a cartoon band aid.. they said they only gives those to babies.. i was quite dissapointed.. KD KD lol.
After that , we were directed to this room.. where i got undressed in front of my m♥mmy & J♥ey.. which i thought it could never happend.. you know?
your b/f & your mother in the same room as you ..naked??
WEIRDDDDDD... tell my about it.
So, i waited there.. the pretty doctor came in (yeah.. duude she was young && prettty pretttty) she then proceed to ask the same questions the nurse asked... me ..earlier.. i responded them. Then she brought in the sonogram machine?? i don't know what those are called.. but she put the sticky transparent thingy lotion in mah belly && then pressed with the thing that looks into yo, tummy. &&
there it was.. the most pretty llttle alien looking thing...i've ever seen.
But, it was my baby!!!
IT'S MINE && IT'S INSIDE ME, GROWING!!!!!
I saw it's head, it's arms, it's lil fingers... it's head, it's belly, it's pretty lil face. it it the most precious thing i have ever seen, and i can't wait untill it develops more & grows && calls me "mommy" && yeah.
after crying like a retard...
My m♥mmy & J♥ey left.. the room (Yeah, i asked them to leave it... was ackward enough to have a stranger look at your vag & then have your b/f & your mom.. look too..idk..)
I went to "third base".. well, more like a "homerun" with my doc..
*winks* mhm.
&& she talked to me about a social worker.. & how it would help if, i wanted to talk to someone.about my feelings.. 'cuz the hormones are crazy like that & such.. then she told me i get to come back on Jan/09/09 && see her i said to her " Well, yeah..we kinda went to third base.. of ocurse im gonna come back for a date". We both laughed.
I went outside to make my appointment (is that how you spell it?? don't know..don't care) & this nurse called me in to take blood
YAAAAAAAY FOR IV'S!!! they are my favorite woot wooot!! they filled like 6 or so tubes & such with mah blood... & then that was it.
I went to make an app.. for a sonogram for Jan/23/09. so, yeahh. I gotta go back on monday for them to see the Tubercilousis(?) thingy && yeah....
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I'm wrting this becasue...
1. I have no one else to tell it to.. i mean, the 2 most important people in my life were there..during this whole thing...

2. I would like to keep a record of my doc's apps... && how i feel about it && stuff...

3. if, you for some reason have your head up your ass && don't like/want to read this.. then STOP, YOU ASSHOLE! Duhhh!!! But, if you wanna keep on readin' there'll be more to come.. hopefully with pictures.. the scanner broke ..soo i can scan the first picture... but.. i'll figure somethign out.

Today is friday.. & i saw my baby..for the first time..
What did you do???

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ok, so i went to the doc's APP.. they told me not to pee..
before i got there.. so of course ihad to drink juice.. && milk right after i left Joey's house.. 'cuz i was soooo hungry && thirsty.ya know???
So, it took forever to leave his house.. we finally left && we got there.. parking is a (censor)at Holy Cross.. you gotta like.. i don't know.. theres always a full parking lot (everytime i've gone there anyways...)
So, we get there... && theres like the whole cliinic place thigny..is filled with people.. && we had to stand for like everrrrrrrrrr.. I love how like men sit there... in the chairs when there are like 3 or more REALLY PREGNANT woman standing there.. i was soo pisssed && about to like yell at them.but i wassss soo tired..i didn't say anything.
we finally grab 2 seats && i started to read this "BABY" megazine which is pretty cool it talked about babys && how babys act && stuff....it was pretty neat.
I got tired leaned on Joey && fell asleep.
IT WAS AWEOME!!! the clinic is the only place where preggo womans can go sleepy bye && nobody would look at you wierd..there was another woman who was bigger than me..by like a lot..& she passed the (censor) out in a chair i was like " you go preggers you go!!!" i took a nappy-nap. && then my bladdr woke me up.. at this point it was like freaking 11am.. yeah we've been waiting there for like 2 freaking hours.. my bladder was ready to EXPLODE && i was getting angry 'cuz my app was at like 9am..i was felling fuzzy && ready to explode.. so i looked at Joey && went.."i have to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..so bad..." he goes.. "ohhh.no..don't let me tickle you then"
&& he started to & it was cute....he is awesome... such a good companion..
=D thank you Pookie<3
anyways i wwent to the counter && was like "yea, hi. my name's Daniela Salazar &&& i really have to pee.. like really bad & i was wondering if i could go back there & pee real quick..my bladder is kiling me..i have a 9am app..." apparently this thing was surprising to her or something she got up && was like "ok follow me..you should've told me when you got here..she was gonna call you anywyas..pee && you can go back there.ok??"
sooi peee it felt so good Joey held my purse && jacket && then we went back out there && waited for the nurse to cal lme. she finally DID!!!!
We went into those roms they have..she set me there & asked "is it movign yet?" i waslike "uhh, no? ..i don't think so.. i'm not sure... do you think it has been?" she goes "of course it has been.. so i take it this is your first kid.. you will fil it in a couple of weeks or maybe even later on today. it fels like butterflies in your stomach.." i was like "Ohh... ok.. hopefully i will..." She then proceed to take my blood preasure && she wrote down stuff. "she went everythign on your blood is goood... no sugar on your pee.. let's go see the doctor..."
we went into the same room i was in last time..which was pretty cool. ya know? i alredy knew where everything was.. lol
Joey & i were sitting there waiting for the GYNO-person to come in && we started to throw paper at each other.. cuz we are sillyfaces like that Joey said.." when she comes in theres gona be freaking lil paper everywhere" we both laughed
&& he said "look its Jesus.. on the cross.." i was like "yeah.. at least he is not that graphic.like on church you know..with like..almost his guts spilling out everywhere..uhg." he Goes "yeah..he looks a lot more chiller up there..likehe is HEY IM CHILLING WHATS UP?" WE both CRACKED UP.
& then BOOOM
this lilttle sexy ass Greeck GYNO comes in && Joey & i are like "mhm..she's hot"
She was really nice && started to check me && touched my tummyh && asked me questions like "do you feel anything different...?? any strange things? liek bleeding or water coming down from your vagina??" i was like "uhh, i smoetimes get swollen face & hands... in the morning.. hungry a lot..thirsty a lot... umm..no no bleeding or water-ing...why?"
she said "well. it might be a miscarage.but.if you havent feel anything then you com ehere && we will treat you..not that it will append..but ya know.. regulary questions.." i was like "oh.. ok... soo.hows my blood work.."
she goes.. "let me sit dow. & we will talk about it.. everything is good..no sexual trasmited deasseases ( how ever you spell it.. ) no AIDS no HIV.. no anemia.. everything is good.. do you have nay questions?? i was like "uhh, can you tell me how far long i am?" she said "well, you are about 16 week && 2-3 days" i went "ohh.last time i was here..they told me that i was 15 weeks..theres no way that only 4 weeks went by..&& it turns out to be only a week..ya know?" she said.."wel you see the onl way to tell how far along you are is with a sonogram they measure the bay&& they put it together... ok??" i was like "sadnees.. ok..." then she got up & asked..
"do you have nay more questions??" i said "nope..im good" she walked to the door & replied" oh.ok.. well. if you do theres the phone number && we will need you to come back here in 4 weeks okay?? thank you && lovely to meet you && yeah" We walked outside & she got me part of my chart && we walked to the front counter to make an app.. for Frebuary, Tuesday 06, 2009 at 1:20pm.
we made the APP & got outta there.. we went to the car && then paid the dang parking.. we went to his house && slept.. then went back to Bozz's place & went to PLAY POOL i wasn't that bad.. i made us loose not by much..lol at least..right??lol

sooo, my next app is for my sonogram... which is Januray, Friday 23 2009...
i ampretty sure they will tell me if it is a boy or a girl..also they will check for the atonomy of the bebeh..to see if he is with downsyndrom..or whatever..but im pretty sure.not..'cuz.. they told me that runs only on older people.

soooo, untill then

[Edited by: Host_DawnB]