soooooooo, i went to the doctor's today at Holy Cross Hospital
&& i was nervous & freakin' tired beyond believe.
But anyhow, i went to the doc's with my m♥mmy & J♥ey.
We went there They made us wait for a little bit. The nurse called me in && she had me pee in a cup... which is alawys.. kinda.. weird.. 'cuz i know im not use to peeing ina cup.idk... Then, she tooke me to her room, she asked me all this questions like: " when was my last period? If, i smoked & how long i've been smoking? Drink alcohol? do drugs? Any transmitted deasseases? ( yeah, i can't spell, sorry >.> Ever been dreprssed? What about y oru arms? Do you feel depressed?"
Then she proceed to do the Teborculousis (?) test on my arm.. it hurt for alil bit but, i like needles so, it was chilled. I was hard core for a second 'cuz my arm was bleeding. NO, i didn't get a cartoon band aid.. they said they only gives those to babies.. i was quite dissapointed.. KD KD lol.
After that , we were directed to this room.. where i got undressed in front of my m♥mmy & J♥ey.. which i thought it could never happend.. you know?
your b/f & your mother in the same room as you ..naked??
WEIRDDDDDD... tell my about it.
So, i waited there.. the pretty doctor came in (yeah.. duude she was young && prettty pretttty) she then proceed to ask the same questions the nurse asked... me ..earlier.. i responded them. Then she brought in the sonogram machine?? i don't know what those are called.. but she put the sticky transparent thingy lotion in mah belly && then pressed with the thing that looks into yo, tummy. &&
there it was.. the most pretty llttle alien looking thing...i've ever seen.
But, it was my baby!!!
IT'S MINE && IT'S INSIDE ME, GROWING!!!!!
I saw it's head, it's arms, it's lil fingers... it's head, it's belly, it's pretty lil face. it it the most precious thing i have ever seen, and i can't wait untill it develops more & grows && calls me "mommy" && yeah.
after crying like a retard...
My m♥mmy & J♥ey left.. the room (Yeah, i asked them to leave it... was ackward enough to have a stranger look at your vag & then have your b/f & your mom.. look too..idk..)
I went to "third base".. well, more like a "homerun" with my doc..
*winks* mhm.
&& she talked to me about a social worker.. & how it would help if, i wanted to talk to someone.about my feelings.. 'cuz the hormones are crazy like that & such.. then she told me i get to come back on Jan/09/09 && see her i said to her " Well, yeah..we kinda went to third base.. of ocurse im gonna come back for a date". We both laughed.
I went outside to make my appointment (is that how you spell it?? don't know..don't care) & this nurse called me in to take blood
YAAAAAAAY FOR IV'S!!! they are my favorite woot wooot!! they filled like 6 or so tubes & such with mah blood... & then that was it.
I went to make an app.. for a sonogram for Jan/23/09. so, yeahh. I gotta go back on monday for them to see the Tubercilousis(?) thingy && yeah....
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I'm wrting this becasue...
1. I have no one else to tell it to.. i mean, the 2 most important people in my life were there..during this whole thing...

2. I would like to keep a record of my doc's apps... && how i feel about it && stuff...

3. if, you for some reason have your head up your ass && don't like/want to read this.. then STOP, YOU ASSHOLE! Duhhh!!! But, if you wanna keep on readin' there'll be more to come.. hopefully with pictures.. the scanner broke ..soo i can scan the first picture... but.. i'll figure somethign out.

Today is friday.. & i saw my baby..for the first time..
What did you do???

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